Thursday, October 23, 2008

sadness in my viens ...

There are no words to describe how I feel.
My heart is shattered and broke.
My soul damaged.
And deep down, I know it's mostly my fault.
I just lost the greatest man that ever came into my life because I throw temper tantrums, take everything out on him, and am just an asshole.
I'm trying to not let this get me down as I'm at BB's for the night, but it's hard.
I love him.
I don't want to lose him.
But I think it's too late to fix this.

2 comments:

Miss Briteside said...

Hugs to you. Maybe you just need a little time to reassess and think fresh. Only then can you see if its really too late.

am ham said...

i haven't watched the dvd yet but i have loaded all the pictures!! thank you so much. i love you and i hope everything will be alright with you guys. i'm sure you'll get past this.